For all the selfishness i am sorry.
For the pain I caused you, I apologise.
For the risks I put you through,
Am sorry please never let me down as I did
Sometimes I think you’re not warm enough
Or you have run dry due to the rubbers
But please do not let me down on my wedding night
It will be the greatest shame of my life.
My husband will look at me with a lot of spite
Maybe divorce me after our honeymoon
Or keep me and get side dishes
I don’t want to be a laughing stock amongst my flocks
Nor have my womb deny me at the time I need it
Yes, abandon me,failure to conceive
Just because of all my mistakes and selfishness
I promise to be very selfless.
Do you promise to stay true to one penis
Hold me in high esteem,
Respect me and the womb,
Only use me for what is right and no medication?
I will love and adore you
Like a virgin African belle I will protect you
Just that you keep betraying me
Even when I have promised to keep my legs crossed
You keep itching and screaming out how much you want
Stop making it look like am the problem here
Am only apart of you
You carried me there if you have forgotten.
How was I supposed to get over the urge?
Or to look on, as you two made out
And his prick was hard and rubbing against me under his pants
And stop lying about resistance
Its not like when you put fire next to ghee it stays solid.