I feel like I have heard her voice in your laughter
I start to wonder if I ever truly existed
even when loving you was the only thing I knew well to do
It only got me wounds after I ripped every last bit of you from my heart.
I do not even know if you ever existed because
Day to day I stood alone like an electric pole awaiting wiring
I was single yet married I didn’t even have a trace of a wedding ring on my finger
A twin yet an only child
not even a scar to remind me I was a Siamese twin maybe
every memory of you remained invisible
right from when we fell in love,
I was torn.
Its then that everything ceased to make sense
and my small world stood still.
I had the sky lay over me like thousands of men.
I was robbed, floored and torn.