INDIFFERENCE

I think i was raised up differently. I probably have a masculine influence. I was taught to say the truth no matter any circumustance and as a matter of fact I am bold enough not to have the girl in me intimidated.

Last night I sat down trying to analyse why to most i come off as complex. well, Am i complex?

Yes I am.

Do i come off as too bold?

Yes, i do. But like a friend once told me, to only those who think women should not express themselves fully.

Is my character intimidating to men?

Yes. Especially for those who think there is a written script on how to go about women.

So I could easily be misunderstood because my character is a preserve for males in our chauvinistic society. But hey, i cannot lose myself or a part of me trying to have them all understand we especially when they labour less but if i have to choose then i will chose’Me’  everyday. Instead of walking down the aisle of a church in a white dress, I’d prefer walking down the aisle of books at the store (in jeans), choosing a romance novel through which to live vicariously.  Not that i do not desire to walk down the aisle but it should be with someone who understands my indifference and appreciates the woman i have been brought up to be. I am not unpredictable or one assumes i do not adjust. I do because i am too human. I too bend

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5 thoughts on “INDIFFERENCE

  1. Sometimes, you need to accept that you can be overbearing as well. Learn to recognise when you are. Otherwise, what has removed this wire?

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  2. Well Well Well, for me to even comment on this post i would need to meet the actual Sharon and see if she comes off as indifferent, I think it’s actually an advantage given that society defines certain things based on a general understanding, now being what you describe above for me puts you in a better position to be yourself and stand for what you are. Keep up the indifference.

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