#Prompt 2

What causes you anxiety?

debts,debts debts….basically finances. They even make me sick. i get sleepless nights. Start to make wishes. Its total discomfort till solved


#Prompts 1

What is the career of your dreams?

So i landed on some feb prompts and i wont be responding to them all but just to a few.

Career of my dreams would be Chief editor of a magazine. It could be vogue or elle or just a newspaper like guardian. That means i get to move countries as well and also move my family

Love Letters – 14

but I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,and knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart

Dear u….

I hope this finds your eyes intact and your flammable heart solid. I received all the other letters and chose to stay silent for a while as I figure it all out. I didn’t cheat, but well, you didnt even hear me out before you shut the doors and broke your own heart and i took the blame because i didnt know what else to say.

I have only had you all this while and you alone. So please calm down and allow me in. You said I shouldnt come, it didn’t matter anymore but how can i not come when i was already here simply counting days down. Dont shut the door in my face, since the thing perhaps is to eat flowers and not be afraid. I carry a bottle of wine because i know its only your lips that drink water while your heart prefers a chilled glass of red wine and something soothing.

Let me in for tonight I come not just to prove i didn’t cheat or was never wrong, tonite i come to start a new chapter .



Love-Letters – 13


Dear i must be mistaken. I don’t know how to address this.

At the beginning of this week, a soldier departed. I met him once or twice at babishai or one of those writing gatherings and the impact was not the same. I kept following him online and I silently read his blog. Mahnn….he was a writer. One of a kind. He was a warrior and as much as “he has fought a good fight” sounds cliche….He really has fought his. I watched his discussion on tv with Josephine and was overwhelmed. Writers have written wonderfully about him and i only wish he could read every beautiful thing said. Joel send regard to Fiona for me. Se battled like you did and came out a victor.

A dozen of roses is all I need;

1: For the broken-hearted

2: for the fallen soldiers

3: for the rainbow babies

4: For the single mothers

5: For the teen mothers

6: For the parents that have loved us unconditionally

7: For the siblings we can’t trade

8: For those with poor health

9: For the orphaned

10: For the bereaved hearts

11: For the spouses

12: For all the lovers

“It’s okay to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all”



Love letters-12

Your eyes are the windows to heaven………….

dear me

It’s okay to build castles, see what the music is doing to you. Stop listening to Amel…But this make me whole song just speaks.I just want to love you. Am fooling myself or my heart is stupid to want something that has shuttered it but you are just the other half of me




Love Letters-11

It’s a constant battle, a war between remembering and forgetting.

Dear me..

I don’t like the memories because the tears come easily and once again a break my promise to myself today. I said I wouldn’t cry and i was just going to love myself, but every song on the radio reminds me of you. And the radio has a  way of playing music you aren’t really in mood of at that particular time but well, here we are. It’s not meant to be all smooth. One day at a time.


Love Letters-10

Today i wore your words on my feet cause i like how tall they make me feel~ Della Hicks

Dear you…

I know its been a while since i heard you speak. Today i went back to the letters you sent me last year and i decided to step out with them for i love how tall they make me feel…They elevate me and make me forget i wasnt even crying.

The promises you have kept, the encouragement they bring and trust me, they make me feel like i have wings. One of the letters said “i can do all things through him that strengthens me.”  So today i decided to grow tall. quit sulking and feel sorry for myself and simply walk.




Love Letters-9

Dear Cupid next time hit us both

Dear me

Sometimes do you think you were alone in this thing called a relationship or situationship whatever it was. You were at the deep end expecting that he will catch you when you drown but only to realise he lay by the pool side with a novel in hand. Not even looking to see how deep you had dived?

Dear Cupid. Next time hit us both, because nothing tires like a heart in a relationship alone.




love letters -8

And she is in love with him but lovers don’t always win

Dear me

Some few lessons you gotta learn. Love doesn’t always win and sometimes love alone isn’t enough. So find something else that you can hold unto, something that attracted you to him, something that will make you stay besides the love that you feel/share.

life will be much easier when ou know what to hold and what to let go of

difference of the need and want

passion doesn’t exactly pay bills





Find what you love and let it kill you -Bukwoski

Dear me

Always remember that sunday school lesson of John 3:16?

The guy loves you so much that his only son had to die. so find something you love and even when the world doesnt approve, die with it. Hold unto it and cherish it. Let everything be about it. In this case it could be your heart.  Love your heart or self so much that even when it kills you, it will be remembered like the Romeo and Juliet Tale. Dont give up easily or give it away easily.