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I’d be lying if i said he Makes me speechless
He makes my tongue forget which language to speak
When he whispers “i love you”
My heart is romanced in a thousand languages.
His hands placed on my hips,
Fingers strumming the curves on my waist
Way before his lips touch mine….
He murmurs “beautiful”
That was a bad tease, I say
He lifts me over
My legs around his waist
And then he starts to kiss me
Like he is writing our love story all over my body
Even if you undress her,
It’s me you are searching for.
I am not sorry that I taste so good.
When the two of you make love
Still it’s my name that rolls off your tongue
Nope! Not by accident.
I became every sweet scent you smell,
I am the ghost of ghosts,
Everywhere and no where
love like a hurricane.
You became the tree,
bending beneath the weight of my wind that,
You have become so unaware of the afflictions of my absence.
Oh! How she loves you…
But you have shut your eyes to everything that,
She tastes me on your lip with every kiss.
Has she realised that everywhere she goes I have visited first?
You were wrong when you thought you could love me at your convenience
Leave when you wanted and return when it felt right.
It’s sad you are unable to rewrite the wrongs
It’s time for the final Taking Stock post of 2021 – these are always fun!
The year is over!
Let’s get into it!
Becoming: Quietly confident about everything I want to do and everything I have dreamt of becoming
Curious: As to why people hire people they dont listen to. Why Kayunga has become a political battle ground. If Corona is laboratory made.
Excited: that the kids can finally go to school but also wondering if it’s not too soon for the parents to find tuition.
Feeling: Energized like everything is about to fall into place and I am getting comfortable in being me.
Going: To start a personalized domain. Soon
Imploring: Everyone to be kind to each other, there seems to be an increasing feeling of tension and division in the country at the moment.
Keeping: Everything that’s memorable
Loving: my new role and family
Making: Every second count. Time runs by quick
Observing: How well I’ve settled into my new job and paying attention to the extremes.
Reading: Newspapers once again.
Staying: Positive that tomorrow will be a better day.
Understanding: There are always two sides to a story. The told, the untold, the lie, the truth…
Watching: Sanyu, prestige on Pearl magic like Nigeria has never made anything better.
A soul mate is someone who inspires you to complete yourself. Cinderella Sanyu AKA the King herself a musician and actress walked down the aisle on December 11th 2021 to … Continue reading Prynce & Cindy Okuyo
77 times is so many times for a heart to recover.
Tell me, is yours made of steel
Even steel would wear out I presume
All the efforts to frustrate you and instead of giving up, you grieve
Grieve for me?
After all the grace you have poured out to me you still grieve?
Yes I know who you are, the priest, mama, bible have told me.
But who are you and what have I done to deserve more than 77.
What kind of reckless love is this?
Who taught you how to love?
Did they ever tell you about the fragility of the heart?
I mean, one disappointment, just one was enough to break my heart, frustrate my love and give up on people.
And here you are after 77 forgiving, loving and hugging the same man that hurt you.
Maybe forgiving is easy but, do you know the magnitude of forgetting especially a broken trust?
Why would you even leave the 99 to look for one.
See, that’s reckless love because suppose then the 99 all disappear, then what?
Hey you….I have been told, I have read about calvary.
And now I am speaking to a very invisible you and I am standing in an empty chapel , facing the alter, assuming it’s where you reside most…
Seeking for answers because my heart and head are at battle
You were too quick answering small prayers of things I even joked about and when I am in serious need all I get is silence.
are you still attending to the one sheep
Or are you busy running the 77 campaign? (Its too good though)
Even I know that I dont deserve that much of forgiveness.
Many times I am too lost I dont even feel worthy of your presence. Too dirty and undeserving
Yet when I come before you, you receive me like the left five minutes meant nothing (reckless love)
You love fwaaa…..or maybe not.
So let’s talk about 77.
Your heart bleeds more than what you shed at calvary i assume.
One time pain is enough for many of us to throw that grace away (we are so undeserving)
Thank you for not giving up on us. I cant say that we will emulate and be exactly like you…
But forgive us for all those tantrums we throw at you
For when we feel entitled and are too arrogant to say “thank you today I still have breath!”
For when we are so unforgiving yet we commit the gravest sins that you overlook and forgive us but we never do the same.
Thank you for those so many chances because…..77 is too many times for a hearbreak
Love (read God) has defended me in battles I even dodnt know about.
It’s in the connections I cant explain (mothers know this)
It’s not being able to stay angry because the warmth of that blanket cant let you-love
It’s more than the butterflies and late night calls but love makes sure you are happy
It’s all unexplainable things. I am grateful for the love that broke me, that caused silent tears that made me sing broken hallelujahs, that made me praise in the hallway as much as I am grateful for the love that turned me into a battle hymn, a loud song if praise, a silent worshiper, a thankful soul, a mix of emotions. A love that lifted me when nothing made sense.
A love that made me dance because I am too thankful to forget.
My church was silent
Silent to my screams
Blind to my tears
When my temples hurt,
My feet bruised
And My heart ached,
The Holy Spirit moved not.
The choir didn’t sing.
When stomach was empty and
When my children were hungry
The hall was dead
The pews empty
The pastor didn’t preach.
when adultery knocked,
The trumpets resounded
The righteous spoke loudly
Hail Mary, and all the saints
Spoke in tongues
And when I left, the choir sung.
So loud that they burst the speakers
Sermon after sermon I was with blemish
The love they preached was spite
They rebuked my decisions
Challenged my opinions
Said I was berserk
And I had much to drink…
Only had they known it wasn’t wine
I convened at his feet
Waited at the well
Tithed my buttons
Fasted like Esther
Kissed his feet
For his love is better than wine
Would you love me if,
You saw me physically?
This might work only behind our keyboards because,
The filters on my phone,
Have modeled me into my dream woman,
the teenage version of me.
See, my new name is “single mother”
Not that I regret my son but,
I’m no longer the high school slender babe
The one all the boys died to have
The one all the maidens thought was perfect.
I am a shadow,. No, I’m a painting.
My tummy is now a mini pot
Stretch marks run like water falls from my tummy to thighs
My boobs are not perky.
In fact they hang like punching bags so
I Never go without a bra.
My face is pale like I do not own any lotion
But I do,
however, the glow that comes with being loved..
Eluded me long time
And my heart…..😔😔😔😒😒
My chest……..are empty
Another bang got him slowly pulling out of me and walking over to the window to peep. Looks like you will need to replace the gate. I quickly carried my naked self, my juices still dripping down my thighs to the window. Paul , that son of a bitch! Said under my breath. Your former? He asked staring at me with one brow raised. I nodded and quickly went over to grab my robe. Please dress before this drama heats up. I got you..he said.
I stormed through the door not even sparing his wife a glance walked to him and slapped him hard. Just because you were banging me and paid for this place gives you no right. Absolutely no right to drive in like that. Excuse me miss..the wife begun…..still not sparing her a glance I raised my palm indicating for her to shut it, Jake was now a few steps away, I could feel his eyes on me. Shut it woman. Your turn is coming. Now mr, what brings you over.?……The wife again, well, he kept saying you were just friends when suspected and now he brought me to confirm. I looked at Paul whose eyes were now on Jake who was barefoot and bare chested. So, please leave my man, she continued,we have kids and another on the way. I could see the fire in Paul’s eyes.
Well, he is all yours I said walking over to Jake. But before I could reach him, she grabbed me . So you are agreeing to sleeping with him. I turned to her winching. So, you thought I was a Good Samaritan when I made that call? First of all he was never yours. He might never be but I don’t want him anymore either. I didn’t see the slap coming. But the two men did and both stopped it before it could land. I turned to Paul, take your wife home, make sure you replace my gate because as you can see walking over to Jake and wrapping my arms around him, I am busy. I kissed him…it tasted like finally!!!
Paul stood there like heavy rains had hit him. His wife screaming hard in his ears but I bet he couldn’t hear her. Tears rolled down his face and after like what seemed forever, they got into their car and drove off.
We will replace the gate. Jake said taking me in his arms, into a warm hug. Then he whispered…first, I am going to kiss your fears way, then, I will make you scream again.