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Today I felt as low as I felt the same day four years ago. I felt overwhelmed but also I had hope. I always have hope but am wondering, is this hope affiliated to you or the soul?
Hope is one of those things I can’t live without. I just don’t know how anyway.
Today I played the same exact songs that I played then. Now, there’s a certain place this music sends me to. A zone I can’t explain. Is music affiliated to you or the spirit?
This kind sends me places and makes me feel a certain type of way, as if am staring deep at a child in worship….(oh there is nothing more humbling than this) the innocence, the honesty, the infancy…..
Worship is just another setting
Love is another zone
Dear heart, if this must be my drug, I wanna keep high forever. If all this is affiliated with you in any way, teach me how to stay in this zone. It’s a safe haven. In it, nothing else matters. They say, smoke weed and feel…..i say inhale worship and everything else will fall in place
What do tears do to you?
Yesterday I was all kinds of emotions (not exactly sure how you handle these at ago. )
Then tears….the way I felt relieved all over a sudden is amazing.
I was burning and as soon as I opened the taps, it felt like rain over a fire.
And the sleep after crying is another story…its sleep from a different planet.
The tears washed down all my emotions even with zero solution to my issues, I felt like I could concur the world 👌
Who even made tears?
Dear heart, life doesn’t have to be that serious I know. Sometimes it overwhelms but with tears, tea and cake we overcome. Let’s love more tonight
What is love
Robert Penn wrote its knowledge
Some say it’s a teacher
Others unsaid understanding
Others, a misunderstanding between two fools
I say love is love
dear heart, what do you say
What is love?
Sometimes all you need is you. No brain, no friends, no company, no radio silence…just an empty head and a silent soul.
I didn’t say speak today, let’s just get some quiet we surely all need it.
I don’t even want to love myself today, everything is on holiday
Dear heart, I know the day you say Selah you might skip or stop beating. Blood won’t flow as you go about your work today, do it silently, maybe then cupid will never know there’s something special right here.
Today I am singing Isabella by sauti sol…. It has become a favorite. I know lyrics by heart.
This is where we started… from a business meeting to a both of wine. We were the last at the bar…😂😂… We were later sitting on the paveme and hungry….life. Well I did think we would connect this much then until we sat out for tea just to gossip and (laminate)😂😂. We Boda Boda our humble beginning and you usually remind me of how famous you will get (am rehearsing my wave)
So put on those shoes that I like…..okulya sente si kulya mwana
Dear heart, I appreciate how wealthy you have become and please continue to stay humble
Thanks for keeping faith and waiting on my crazy ass #ItWasAs…..
I find it strange that you know how to love even after those many broken pieces.
Those many times you cried and swore not to give a piece of yourself again but you still have managed To go by each day with hope. You have still believed for the best in people even those that make promises you doubt they can keep but still you deliver them your soul.
Who are you even?
What kind of clay molded a thing so precious that even bruised continues to have blood flow through it when it could just stop.
Dear heart, today I thought of the many times I wanted t give up but you refused to let go. You are the real MVP. A true definition of love
Do not grow numb against evil. Do not grow weary either. Do not tire from worry. May you always fight, for what is right. May you always be honest and full of integrity. No, refuse to suffer silently even when silence is golden. Be as loud as your worship and as fulfilling as a silent prayer.
I heard them worship next door and I love how you melted just before joining in. Always and always be outspoken either way there is no loss in silence or speech as long as you are satisfied. They fumbled with all those worship songs but at least your intention was pure, you stood for them even when expression faiked. Today you failed and went numb at their joy, tomorrow, speak as loud as you can get
What happens to people without homes inside them?
What happens to broken hearts and bruised souls ?
What happens to people that love, love?
What happens when its a pudding of emotions?
Sometimes you ache, what chemical reaction is that?
And when you skip?
I want to understand you because many times when you speak you are a bowl of necessary noise.
What happens to you when I see the one I love or one I spite?
How do you explain the butterflies breeding in my stomach?
Or the way my blood boils in anger?
Well, life as it gets… How do you manage to control this whole system
Today I saw love
She smiled innocently and it was the most genuine smile I have ever seen.
She spoke a language of love, looked at me with love and hugged me with lots of affection. She lay down in front eyes glued to mine. She looked at me like her whole being depended on it. Like I was her world, like I was four cups of her favorite tea.
She was dressed in white, her hair curly and laid back. We played peek a boo she smiled and smiled and smile…..is this love made perfect?
Dear heart, love walked through the door and vowed to always hold on.