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Love Letters – 14

but I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,and knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart

Dear u….

I hope this finds your eyes intact and your flammable heart solid. I received all the other letters and chose to stay silent for a while as I figure it all out. I didn’t cheat, but well, you didnt even hear me out before you shut the doors and broke your own heart and i took the blame because i didnt know what else to say.

I have only had you all this while and you alone. So please calm down and allow me in. You said I shouldnt come, it didn’t matter anymore but how can i not come when i was already here simply counting days down. Dont shut the door in my face, since the thing perhaps is to eat flowers and not be afraid. I carry a bottle of wine because i know its only your lips that drink water while your heart prefers a chilled glass of red wine and something soothing.

Let me in for tonight I come not just to prove i didn’t cheat or was never wrong, tonite i come to start a new chapter .



Love-Letters – 13


Dear i must be mistaken. I don’t know how to address this.

At the beginning of this week, a soldier departed. I met him once or twice at babishai or one of those writing gatherings and the impact was not the same. I kept following him online and I silently read his blog. Mahnn….he was a writer. One of a kind. He was a warrior and as much as “he has fought a good fight” sounds cliche….He really has fought his. I watched his discussion on tv with Josephine and was overwhelmed. Writers have written wonderfully about him and i only wish he could read every beautiful thing said. Joel send regard to Fiona for me. Se battled like you did and came out a victor.

A dozen of roses is all I need;

1: For the broken-hearted

2: for the fallen soldiers

3: for the rainbow babies

4: For the single mothers

5: For the teen mothers

6: For the parents that have loved us unconditionally

7: For the siblings we can’t trade

8: For those with poor health

9: For the orphaned

10: For the bereaved hearts

11: For the spouses

12: For all the lovers

“It’s okay to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all”



Love letters-12

Your eyes are the windows to heaven………….

dear me

It’s okay to build castles, see what the music is doing to you. Stop listening to Amel…But this make me whole song just speaks.I just want to love you. Am fooling myself or my heart is stupid to want something that has shuttered it but you are just the other half of me




Love Letters-11

It’s a constant battle, a war between remembering and forgetting.

Dear me..

I don’t like the memories because the tears come easily and once again a break my promise to myself today. I said I wouldn’t cry and i was just going to love myself, but every song on the radio reminds me of you. And the radio has a  way of playing music you aren’t really in mood of at that particular time but well, here we are. It’s not meant to be all smooth. One day at a time.


Love Letters-10

Today i wore your words on my feet cause i like how tall they make me feel~ Della Hicks

Dear you…

I know its been a while since i heard you speak. Today i went back to the letters you sent me last year and i decided to step out with them for i love how tall they make me feel…They elevate me and make me forget i wasnt even crying.

The promises you have kept, the encouragement they bring and trust me, they make me feel like i have wings. One of the letters said “i can do all things through him that strengthens me.”  So today i decided to grow tall. quit sulking and feel sorry for myself and simply walk.




love letters -8

And she is in love with him but lovers don’t always win

Dear me

Some few lessons you gotta learn. Love doesn’t always win and sometimes love alone isn’t enough. So find something else that you can hold unto, something that attracted you to him, something that will make you stay besides the love that you feel/share.

life will be much easier when ou know what to hold and what to let go of

difference of the need and want

passion doesn’t exactly pay bills





Find what you love and let it kill you -Bukwoski

Dear me

Always remember that sunday school lesson of John 3:16?

The guy loves you so much that his only son had to die. so find something you love and even when the world doesnt approve, die with it. Hold unto it and cherish it. Let everything be about it. In this case it could be your heart.  Love your heart or self so much that even when it kills you, it will be remembered like the Romeo and Juliet Tale. Dont give up easily or give it away easily.




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I choose solitude over cold kisses. If it isn’t love, its poison.-  Anita Krizzan

Dear me,

See I have started not just to convince myself but maybe i want desire something real or nothing. I can’t keep kissing the poison off his lips and slowly dying. Deep down I know the truth but choose to have the poison. To kill my soul and break my own heart all because am afraid i don’t want to walk alone.

I even forgot all the self-love because I convinced myself or society did that if it’s not shared then its not love. yesterday i was asked, “before Christ died, did he care if you loved him back or not?” ‘he just loved expecting nothing.’

Today I choose solitude. I hope i stay on track. Who even said singles can’t celebrate love….


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Strange how we decorate pain – Margret Atwood


to whom it may Concern

I refuse to address this to him. I mean, there’s nothing left to say. So i will just do this to heal and tuck the letter deep in my books as if it were a book mark.

Am hurting but I refuse to wither, i refuse to see my heart getting blown away by the wind because it’s not together no more. I shall pick up the rose, i don’t care how much blood my fingers shed from the prick of the thorns. It doesn’t matter if the sun refuses to shine, i will create fall in winter. An illusion of something i forget is just an illusion but something i must believe.

Eden met me yesterday, She said I was looking fly. I said its only the Genesis of a new month and something beautiful. She didn’t get chance to see the thorns because i kept my head raised so that the sun would reflect on my eyes and cause the to shine. I mean, it’s a month of love, not a month to hate. it Doesnt matter what you are loving, we just roll.


Love Letters-2

Never confuse what you are offered with what you are worth

Dear you

Just before I could go to bed, she called me. She said she had you for this valentines so i better wait for Easter maybe, and that is if she really feels sorry for me. You didn’t tell me we were sharing this bed. sorry, Heart.

you know am not the kind that loves to share hearts. Am really Selfish and that am not even ashamed to say. So she made an offer, If I desired to have you so bad i either have you day before or Day after. But then, Cupid wasnt stupid. And maybe Sometimes he lies so i need the spirit to lead me. But also, is it worth it?

So since I don’t desire to confuse nor share. She can have you and have you through the rest of the years because if am your choice, you need to need me not just want me. You need to focus because am sure you know what you want. stop playing games. It’s either me or me…or her and just her.